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Thursday, September 18, 2008

pagkatapos ng dalawa at kalahating taon, nagbalik ka...

Posted by: lan-ey at September 18, 2008 11:42 | link | comments |

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

"oh, love is a brittle madness..." just when u thought that u are moving on with a recent break up and knowing that u are already falling in love with somebody else... then suddenly the ex wants to find the way back to you... unsure of your own feelings, you don't know what to do: ignore it? don't wanna feel guilty about it? entertain the idea of being more than friends again? maybe but...

Posted by: lan-ey at January 08, 2008 05:34 | link | comments |

Monday, December 10, 2007

di ko na kilala ang sarili ko, ibang-iba na ang ugali ko... mashado na akong nagiging bayolente... kapag galit ako kelangan ko talagang mailabas to the point na nakakapanakit ako ng ibang tao and in return nasasaktan din ako physically and emotionally... maling-mali talaga, pinagsisisihan ko pero di ko alam kung paano ako mgso-sorry sa kanila... palengkera na ang dating ko... para akong walang pinag-aralan... di ako mkapag-isip ng matino lalo na pag may lamang alak ang ulo ko...

grabe na ang pagiging alcoholic ko... feeling ko kelangan ko ng magpa-rehab... dapat di na ko umiinom... dapat di na ako lumalabas ng bahay, kung  makakauwi pa ako ng bahay? hindi ko alam...

sobrang sakit kasi ng ginawa nila sa kin... niloko nila ako... di ko na matatagalan to... all the while pala naglolokohan lang kami? di ko na tuloy alam kung paano mag-sisimula uli.... sadsad na ako, di ko alam kung paano bumangon, di ko alam kung may aalalay pa sa akin...

natatakot ako na nasiraan na ako ng ulo... natatakot ako na baka di na nila ako mapatawad, na di na nila ko kayang tanggaping muli... well, that's the price that i should pay for being such a fucking person...

galit ako sa sarili ko... punong-puno ng galit ang buong katawan ko mula dulo ng bawat hibla ng buhok ko hanggang sa dulo ng kuko ng mga paa ko...

di ko na alam kung kelan uli ako magiging masaya...  malungkot mag-isa...

Posted by: lan-ey at December 10, 2007 12:11 | link | comments (1) |

Friday, September 21, 2007

"you just keep
on pushing
my
LOVE
over
the
borderline
..."

Posted by: lan-ey at September 21, 2007 05:42 | link | comments |

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Random thoughts


Posted by: lan-ey at August 22, 2007 11:24 | link | comments |

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Brainwaves is three years old.  This has been my sounding board whenever i'm bored, happy, or sad for the past three years now.  It allows me to express my emotion, think out of the box, or simply make fun of anything under the sun...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAINWAVES!!!  

Posted by: lan-ey at July 18, 2007 12:08 | link | comments |

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart
 

Posted by: lan-ey at July 18, 2007 11:55 | link | comments |

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Just when you came into my life
One thing I've never realized that
Happiness would flourish the
Nothingness inside...

Everything seemed perfect, splendid and
Right, but challenges are
Inevitable for the love of this kind
Cry not for chasing our heart's desire.

Posted by: lan-ey at June 20, 2007 05:11 | link | comments |

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

13 things in common

drinker: hard/beer
weight and height
rnb music lover
rising temper
passionate
liberated
patience
smoking
singer
trust
love
emo
us

Posted by: lan-ey at June 19, 2007 05:31 | link | comments |

Thursday, June 07, 2007
i'm reading...

rule of fourTHE RULE OF FOUR
by Ian Caldwell and Dustin Thomason

An ivy league murder, a mysterious coded manuscript, and the secrets of a Renaissance prince collide memorably in THE RULE OF FOUR — a brilliant work of fiction that weaves together suspense and scholarship, high art and unimaginable treachery.

It's Easter at Princeton. Seniors are scrambling to finish their theses. And two students, Tom Sullivan and Paul Harris, are a hair's breadth from solving the mysteries of the Hypnerotomachia Poliphili—a renowned text attributed to an Italian nobleman, a work that has baffled scholars since its publication in 1499. For Tom, their research has been a link to his family's past — and an obstacle to the woman he loves. For Paul, it has become an obsession, the very reason for living. But as their deadline looms, research has stalled — until a long-lost diary surfaces with a vital clue. And when a fellow researcher is murdered just hours later, Tom and Paul realize that they are not the first to glimpse the Hypnerotomachia's secrets.

Suddenly the stakes are raised, and as the two friends sift through the codes and riddles at the heart of the text, they are beginning to see the manuscript in a new light—not simply as a story of faith, eroticism and pedantry, but as a bizarre, coded mathematical maze. And as they come closer and closer to deciphering the final puzzle of a book that has shattered careers, friendships and families, they know that their own lives are in mortal danger. Because at least one person has been killed for knowing too much. And they know even more.

From the streets of fifteenth-century Rome to the rarified realm of the Ivy League, from a shocking 500 year-old murder scene to the drama of a young man's coming of age, THE RULE OF FOUR takes us on an entertaining, illuminating tour of history—as it builds to a pinnacle of nearly unbearable suspense.

Posted by: lan-ey at June 07, 2007 11:54 | link | comments |

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